MIA ? I've been working nights

i'm been working nights. means less time for the internet. i've been working the "graveyard shift" when mostly you guys are online and active.. during the day i sleep. night-work changes everything. but it's not permanent, i do miss the twitter and friendfeed community.. well it's about that time were i have to hop in the shower and get all purty

can't wait till summer

Twitter has made me a bad blogger, having a new boyfriend has made me a bad friend

I remember when I used to stay up late updating my livejournal, when I used to tell my blog every juicy detail of my life, now that I have people paying attention to me, and my social network has increased I worry about spilling stuff about my life, the fights, the happier moments are easyily documented.


Now that I have a full time boyfriend my usage of all online service have decreased significiantly . I even had a podcast with @tmofee, at times I wonder what @ christyxcore has been doing, sure I could just check her timeline but it's not the same

I suppose when the joys of a new relationship will fade I'll have more time for other distractions. But fir now. I just wanna address
I'm half the blogger I used to be.

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i can't seem to write a blog post, about my feelings instead i did the next best thing, a Tag cloud of my feelings

Podcast - Episode 1

The Vixy is One Half of a new Podcast!
Called "Beer Battered French Fries"

Another new podcast from me and Terry.

Show Notes -

Opening Song - The Jerrys - Ticket To Ride - http://tinyurl.com/aevk8y

"You are rubbing off on me..." - http://tinyurl.com/c5xmrz

Doctor Who - http://tinyurl.com/hapd4

Oldest Animal Fossils Discovered - http://tinyurl.com/d23zvy

Record-Breaking Breasts - http://tinyurl.com/c96mmt

Closing Song - Hello Saferide! - Anna - http://tinyurl.com/cdz9xx

RSS FEED - HERE
DOWNLOAD - HERE
ITUNES - HERE

Sorry Friendfeed

sorry Friendfeed and Twitter

i feel tired and over worked, sleeping early today most of you wont be around anyway cuz you are getting drunk right now.

anyway

Vixy

25 things that never happened

Dear RAP,

ok so here goes. this is my @ reply to you..I'm actually really scared to write this but it, when it rains it pours one of the few reasons i didn't want to write about 25 things because there is only probably one thing that i hide about myself on the internet. i have cerebral palsy. the left side of my brain..well about a size of a quarter... ball, of my brain is dead...since birth.. my right hand has the motor skills if a 4-5 year old. most of my life. people don't even realize it. and i only have the uses of my one hand my left hand, the past few months i needed medical attention because the one hand i do have fully...is failing me.


not sure if it's carpal tunnel or something more.. or i sprained it.. the things you do know about me is that i'm a full time student. and although most colleges provide health care i really do doubt that they will provide enough health care to tackle this.

i realize this afternoon that i might need a cast and i can't keep prolonging treating this. (been wearing the splint now for a month) the reason i was crying this afternoon was cuz, i asked my longtime boyfriend of 5 years (recently broke-up) to help me pick out a health care plan on kaisers website and it he turned into a "i thought you didn't need me" fight. i was practically begging him for his help.

my mother wanted me to pick a plan that doesn't you know, have a high deductible and doesn't require a high on the spot deductible.. payment..tomorrow for sure i will start the process of getting kaiser



this is not a pity post. last thing "disabled people" want in life is pity.. i hate when people ask do i need help. ....i only ask you know.. for people.. i'm having breakfast with to cut my french toast in to squares but for the most part i learned to type with one hand...tie my shoe.. cloth myself with one hand...

guess if you want to know more. ask me

Love Always

Caroline.